noise of my empty soul ♫♪

***** , you're still the one I run to . The one that I belong to. You're still the one I want for life . You're still the one that I love . The only one I dream of . You're still the one I kiss goodnight .
i miss you so badly :( everytime i think about you it makes me upset . it makes me feel that i need you the most in my life . more than anything else .

im so depressed ..

.. until one day , my long long lost friend came over my place with his guitar and sang this song to me ..

Hey uglydolly , don't make it bad
Take a sad song and make it better
Remember to let him into your heart
Then you can start to make it better
Hey uglydolly , don't be afraid
You were made to go out and get him
The minute you let him under your skin
Then you begin to make it better
And any time you feel the pain,
Hey uglydolly, refrain
Don't carry the world upon your shoulders
For well you know that it's a fool who plays it cool
By making her world a little colder
Hey uglydolly don't let me down
You have found him now go and get him
Remember to let him into your heart
Then you can start to make it better
So let it out and let it in
Hey uglydolly begin
You're waiting for someone to perform with
And don't you know that it's just you
Hey uglydolly , you'll do
The movement you need is on your shoulder


... and i took my first move . Again .. my relationship with the new guy doesn't worked as well . both decided to broke up .

so .. currently I am all alone but I don't really care at all , not answering my phone . All the games you played & all the promises you made , you couldn't finish what you started only darkness still remains . Lost sight, couldn't see when it was you and me ..
Blow the candles out looks like a solo tonight , but I think I'll be alright .
Been black and blue before there's no need to explain .
I am not the jaded kind , Playback's such a waste . You're invisible . At least you're invisible to me . My wish is coming true that is to erase the memory of your face .


but my dear ***** , you'll always be part of me indirectly .
and and having a special boyfriend is no longer my addictive .




loves & bighugs :)